quiet

I try not to overthink things too much but often feel stuck in a vicious circle...surrendering to someone else's expectations, - without even asking myself what I, want - leaves me unsatisfied, feeling empty and scared. Often times feeling like a puppet pulled in many different directions, more concered about other people's needs than my own.

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"What paradox was to me in the sphere of thought, perversity became to me in the sphere of passion. Desire, at the end, was a malady, or a madness, or both. I grew careless of the lives of others. I took pleasure where it pleased me, and passed on. I forgot that every little action of the common day makes or unmakes character, and that therefore what one has done in secret chamber one has some day to cry aloud on the housetop" (Oscar Wilde, De Profundis)

new kits

going out in different cities requires...big necklaces, tuxedo jumpsuits, new gucci pumps, lace thigh-hi's...

bub-bye bubbly

I'm going miss u Biotchy!!

Rachel Roy Does Grey Goose

Rachel Roy is in the news again, and this time it's not because of the dough that she and husband Damon Dash owe. Roy has teamed up with vodka maker Grey Goose, which commissioned her to exclusively design and create a signature cocktail dress to be worn by the brand's spokesmodels at select Grey Goose-sponsored events across the country. The dresses will be labeled "Rachel Roy exclusively for Grey Goose Vodka." Grey Goose was the official title sponsor of the Rachel Roy Spring 2009 Fashion Presentation earlier this month during New York Fashion Week, and the partnership also will include trunk shows and store openings.

happy Birthday Renee...

worked late as usual but swung by Renee's lil bday celebration for a min..still not sure how old missy is but she looks like 18 to me! then p-a-s-s-e-d o-u-t...

Chanel Mobile Art hits NYC

Mobile Art has landed. Chanel's 'pack-away' gallery space orchestrated by Karl Lagerfeld and architect Zaha Hadid will officially land in New York in October. The art-architecture-fashion collaboration will travel the globe from now until 2010 showcasing the work of twenty leading international artists inspired by a single common theme: Chanel's iconic quilted 2.55 bag.

get your tickets now at chanel-mobileart.com

shoe biz

something sexy

for the man in your life...he derserves it. I love Agent Provocateur...all things are better from the UK. It's not cheap though. Even though I want the entire fall collection---I could only afford to pick up 2 sets...

bondage dresses

boots

acne and margiela..are a must-have

hats

going to the chapel...

My baby sister Dr.Judy is engaged and getting married in about a month..insane. I guess when you meet "the one"....well you just know. but the best part of this recent development is..... a 2-bedroom apt all to myself and I get to make a wedding dress as a present. Awesome. Don't worry Mom & Dad I'll get married next year...promise

people will come up with anything

Spray on stockings and strapless G-string panties...halarious!

another reason to go to Dubai

Two iconic London restaurants are bound overseas opening in 2010 adding to the growing and diverse culinary landscape of Dubai. Both The Ivy and Le Caprice will debut in the emirate clinching their premier status on the international scene, although they are both already popular celebrity haunts in their home country. I haven't had the pleasure of visiting either of these eateries but if they are good enough to transplant to Dubai they must be exceptionally full of culture, cuisine and character.

what i wish my computer desk looked like

Heckler Design calls it "The Last Desk You'll Ever Own."

This minimalist desk, the OneLessDesk, is simple, chic, and clearly designed with Mac in mind.

It looks so beautiful, but could you really run your life with no hard copies of anything? Maybe it should be called OneLessDesk-OneMoreNearbyFileCabinet.

It comes in white or silver, and when you nestle the lower part in? It's about one foot deep. Just a foot! That's probably less space than your side table!

And, there's more that you don't see. The top shelf there is hollow, so there's a place for any usb and wifi ports you may need.

Super Belvie

if regular Belvedere isn't quite strong enough for you you can soon test your mettle with Belvedere Intense, a new luxury 100 proof vodka. Belvedere Intense will sold at international airports including London Heathrow Terminal 5, Paris Charles de Gaulle, Warsaw Frederic Chopin, Hong Kong International, Singapore Changi, Sydney, New York JFK and Buenos Aires Ezeiza and sells for 45 euros. It's described as having notes more often associated with whisky such or cognac such as "crème caramel, dark savoury spice, and rich bitter chocolate." It is double filtered through charcoal which gives it the increased alchohol content and it comes in black bottle with silver trees that looks like a negative of the original bottle.

Bloomies in Dubai

Bloomingdale's has announced their first overseas location and it will be in one of the biggest shopping centers in the world, The Dubai Mall. The Dubai Mall will have two Bloomingdale's stores, a a three-level clothing store of about 146,000 square feet and a one-level home goods store of about 54,000 square feet. The Dubai Mall, which is set to open this fall, has an aquarium/discovery center, a gaming center and an ice rink. The Bloomingdale's stores won't open until 2010.